Unable to Reach the Spirit of life

A bit of mud in the Eye of God.

I’m interested in the structure and character of the hippocampus and the neural chemistry of the pineal gland, but more importantly I need to ‘go there’ and use it.

I’m a bit flakey these days regarding memory, mental structuring and placement—the aging of my physical mind-brain and its continuous opening of spiritual consciousness. In any case, I feel I’m better aligned with my own being and its place in the present.

Our time is also our “end” in time. I don’t think humankind, or is it human-cruel, has met the challenges before us with an ability to see a wholeness of earth life—all of its aspects at once.

This being so, I can’t foresee our “kind” to be capable of the adaptations needed to evolve and meet the many challenges required to survive. What could survive when the conscious bonding among us that is needed is not available in the character of the human “gene pool” and random breeding? There is only a small percentage of the total population that is aware that it is necessary, and probably less than 10% of those know how to practice rational behavior. 

It means that overall the human species hasn’t evolved in conscious skills of application to meet the mess of the seven billion plus primal human beings breeding without any conscious management.

What is this all about?

I have the sense it is rooted in the organic messaging of the primitive physical being to read as its primal protein signal of surviving and purpose. Propagation is the core of survival in a life and death window of existing. One individual protein organism cannot live forever.  

The fact that humans have evolved in awareness, including self consciousness, doesn’t change this mechanism for continuation. It does however alter what choices are made to drive it beyond the basic cycle of physical life into an ongoing reach—beyond its own individuality—into the evolution of spirit (content) consciousness and awareness, in what it does and what has been learned and given to the future. The fact is that human protein, having evolved in self awareness, must now apply what it can to a state of reason beyond just existing, but into a cosmic embrace.

Meanwhile, the life/death cycle continues, though this too is threatened, and the “reason” for it expands into an integration of all knowledge in awareness, of the spiritual opportunity of integrating it with the healthy growth of both.

It does look like both are in jeopardy—which is “normal”—and the failure of the “new” has always existed in the background of the life/death equation.

Humans have failed to meet this opportunity of expanding consciousness, and are failing to integrate it into our living—all living.