It Ain’t What I Thought 

Don’t know where I am. I’ve thought seriously about euthanasia regarding the battle of will in the old age of life, and the realization that humans are not what I thought we were. This is a part of the story in the last chapter of an incomplete book of my life.

Are all citizens to be respected? What does that look like if you answered yes? If your answer is no?

It’s my experience that all humans are just like any other animal but for one aspect . . . a mind that all have, but all do not use reflexively or consciously in self awareness. 

This is the foundation of idealized human concepts of themselves vs the actual. It’s like the heroic athlete on a home town football team.

These ego patterns form images of self throughout the groups and tribes of all humanity. As we expand our numbers exponentially, the “neighbors hold”  and display the true animal character of the species overall. 

A few of us, 20% or so, demonstrate self-guided consciousness and awareness. The remainder react to a self-serving image of the exclusive me/mine that culture embraces in its collective concept of ownership in ego-expression. Overall, humans seek to glorify themselves, regardless of what is presented.

Stay with me here and lets enter into the character of the human’s neural archetype—its breeding patterns and circumstance—which currently is on the brink of extinction as many do not know nor respond rationally to—life’s demands in living in balance with the principles of biology as a whole. 

This story ends like the biography of all living species . . . death. It is not about humanity exclusively. It is about our species succeeding or failing in the fact of meeting the demands of life’s existence. It’s life or death.