Life Without Dreaming

There is something about  Standing in the madness and searching for reasons Taking us to the inventions of thought’s imagination  Fantasy trying to cope with loss In the character of feelings  And “Here I am.”  And also, “Here we are.” Embedded in day-to-day labors of needing  Surviving in distraction and engagement  Focusing on each step … Read more

Bad Taste

I don’t know lots of stuff.  I’m deeply depressed  If one wants to call reality depressing I’m simply not wanting to meet the challenge  Of life as it is.  But, I have been crying in my beer for some time.  I don’t want to meet the taste of “Real” any more.  So, what should I  … Read more

Observing the Death of Humankind

There is something like a privilege and honor to be present in life at such a moment in time in human evolution’s calendar. A marker of some kind? I would say it is more about failure than it is success.  I don’t need to adhere to the kind of “nice” that frames a nourishment of … Read more

The Pathology Of Leadership

Ceaseless Blaspheme! Having had another encounter with Mel and the “DT (Donald Trump) Syndrome” . . . If he feels he is being contradicted, or told to see it as a ‘conventional understanding’, he has to attack the “person” who is informing him . . . He is unable to think and consider what is … Read more

A Down Payment to Hell

Disturbing dream . . . The first part takes place as I am looking down on the street from my apartment window. There was some kind of anger, hate thing, going on. It wasn’t about me personally, but about my being an “outsider” in this particular neighborhood or city. I was being careful to stay … Read more

‘Tis the Season

Fall shifting  From out to in Chill to hot Far to close Ground baren Blowing in mess Distance greater No more cherries Leaves collapse Darkness greys the day Sweater’s paint the colors Jackets and hats Hold back the cold Barbeque moves inside Golf turns to football   Football to basketball  Christmas is born in the mall … Read more

Let Me Explain

Where do I go in this empty space? I feel I am following in inertia  More than meaning  And that this is part of getting from here to there Perhaps it is time for distraction? But I don’t think so  Not knowing where to go Is that which fills the gaps in time’s spaces  It … Read more

Smart Ass, as in Donkey

I don’t know its heart . . . another paradox for humankind—and all life on the Earth.  The smart ones don’t want to learn what they don’t already know. Its like they have climbed to the top of one shelf and don’t know there are more—they don’t want to struggle to climb another. They conclude … Read more

Bummer

I keep looking at the numbers on the date and projecting fwd to 2020. There is a feeling about this that is sort of like something that I will never see.   The two of them are sitting on the sidewalk in front of the credit union. It’s noon and I was expecting it to be … Read more