Another revelation . . . I am looking at the planets and satellites that make up the neural composition of the Sun! I can see where the birth of an animal gets its neural character, especially its behavior, by adding what is given in its configuration from its genetic parents. What I seek is a means … Read more
Another psychic work day. I watched for the second time PBS’ NOVA: “Green Earth” and also “The Milky Way” and the Hubble telescope. It brought a means of measure and relative movement of this galaxy. I don’t know where to start. I think of creating a word like starlone as a natural word image for … Read more
Where am I? Feeling like I’m at the edge of life and death, while also looking at democratic governing that is incomplete, distorted and lost. Its path leads back to animal base/primal reaction, as the pieces fail to connect to what is needed in managing integrated behavior, goodwill to all that lives on planet Earth. … Read more
I’m figuring out that my psyche doesn’t want to live in the world of earth life. Especially with the human species—the general, mean-spirited temperament, and the violent neural character of personality. I watched more of the PBS series on Jerusalem. I saw a species living by the sword—using force, dominance and cruelty. It was … Read more
I am under restriction to stay in my apartment for two or three more days, or until I get the results of my covid test. I’m not too concerned, as I am feeling better. I’ve been on antibiotics to treat pneumonia and am breathing easier—I have another five days of antibiotics. For now I’m just … Read more
Phew! It’s over. One of the most chaotic episodes of Christmas I can ever remember trying to avoid. I did ok, but the next phase of life in everyone’s world is going to be crucial for the survival of humanity on planet Earth. I am now officially on my way out. I will seek to … Read more
I had a vision: all the West was being nailed to the cross of belief. I watched a CNN documentary on the history of Israel. I haven’t assimilated it fully, but there is something about King Herod—the king of the Jews—and Jerusalem, around 47 B.C. The character and psychotic personality of King Herod matches that … Read more
I continue to be appalled by the behavior and primitive mentality, brutality, cruelty, and murderous insensitivity of the Afghan-war- lord-tribal-religion-based social structure—especially their hostility towards anyone not like themselves. Thinking about this without visualizing their murderous images is difficult. In particular, I struggle with the dehumanization and disenfranchisement of women and girls—based upon the (supposed) … Read more
The living thing is getting difficult in body and soul. I’m discouraged by yet another episode of the Israeli /Palestinian conflict. How long will this unceasing display of hate and rage, that leads to the murderous contamination of rational hope of living in peace, continue? There are no rules—applied to the “other”—but to slaughter and … Read more
I was taken by the documentary on PBS’ presentation of Nova: The Black Hole. What I see is beyond thinking or perceiving. It is the limit of human knowing for one, and perhaps the limit of understanding as well. One has to be a respectable skeptic because the concept itself will swallow you up. I … Read more