I wait,
Watching,
Filling the emptiness with alarm
While time crushes yet another human illusion
Under the heel of reason,
Where simple choice turns to doubt
Disturbing the balance of place;
No idea, no means, no sense
To fix meaning or choice
In the madness of the times,
Struggling, waiting, doubting,
Knowing something worse is yet to come;
Unable to heal anger and doubt,
Swimming in uncertainty and confusion,
In fear’s shattering acknowledgement
Of Life broken
On the path of self indulgence;
Meaning blinded in comfort, distraction and denial
Of pain’s nourishment,
No longer able to escape
The journey of the Real
And find its way to a new balance
Where fools die and reason lives;
Holding on to time
While life adjusts and discards
Coherence in chaos and death,
One sings sad songs no one wants to hear,
Showing the real in reason’s passing;
But joy cannot hold hands with all truths
When the illusions of self
Are filled with lies, deception and denial,
Turning eyes and ears from the sounds
Of hungry baby cries,
As wealth’s meaning struggles to separate
And estrange their different lives
From those who have and deny
To help everyone to share blue skies,
Separate together in meaning’s space,
Where each and all breath the air,
Eat the food, drink the water
And share the Earth.
The end is here
Shattering time in it’s living,
As chaos scatters souls into darkness and rage,
Madness and sin,
Doubt smothers trust.
With nothing to hold, no where to go,
And stepping back
Waiting in anxious hope,
Trusting that time will bring meaning
Back into human life.
It is a time of an emptiness
Our kind has yet to fill,
Our doing has become our undoing,
We are not ready for real solutions nor answers,
They may come after we are gone,
My hope is we will all be here
To awaken in a new sharing,
After the present Human being’s are gone.