I feel crude, dumb, not so bright, not so pure, not so refined in an embryonic spiritual manifestation. Like an idea unfulfilled, as it should be, for an animal incomplete in its becoming. I also see something in being open to the reality of ‘not yet able‘ to express that which is envisioned. The reality … Read more
Gettin’ it on. I am reaching for some understanding regarding human behavior in these times we are living in. For the moment I am finding little. It has to do with accepting oneself and others, and in that acceptance understanding there is nothing to fix or change, for there is nothing that is changeable. It … Read more
It’s a feeling that, once upon a time, I could not survive without a tribal identity and place. In Babylon and Persia they demanded that you give proper respect and commitment to the leaders of the empire to bring cohesion and coherence to the functioning of the nation of communities. It was to meet the … Read more
“Dream Thinking” Not a clue! Thinking about the emptiness of my dead body and how that affects my sense of meaning and purpose of it all, life itself. It isn’t clear. It’s something like an “empty” question. I sense it to be a question that has to be asked and one where there is … Read more
I don’t know where the beginning and the ending is now. At present I am feeling like a senseless continuance of breathing in time with no other purpose of existing, fortunately without a lot of suffering and pain. I feel that I am going nowhere and coming from something vague and lost that is behind … Read more
“What is it about me that so offends you?”, I asked. In a way I understand, but it feels like something that is in its totality, something given me in my character and personality that, like my body, is felt to be unacceptable, and that I cannot change. I feel trapped in myself. No matter … Read more
I think of the Art I don’t see into, Can’t see into, Won’t see into. But then, I see a unique thread Bringing me back from the dead Holding on to life in every days’s asking to survive Within meaning Lost in thinking’s sleep routine Like a blanket that won’t give in To the new … Read more
Twisted Meanings It is clear that there are believers seeking to ‘own’ enlightenment in the same way they seek to own evolution, or is it to disown evolution? The enlightenment, a cosmic “word label”, is about knowledge of what exists. It includes behavior and response, thinking and feeling, in contrast to what is believed—confused as … Read more
“Do you realize how your arrogance obstructs your awareness?” More comes to me, even as I think of how to open the gates of knowing with those who won’t. They are psychically closed, always knowing the emptiness of death in their hidden feelings, knowing one’s meaning is ended. I should learn the art of penetration … Read more
Life always brings something challenging To explore and explain, To find meaning and purpose Seeking awareness in knowing. But, just when one gets comfortable . . . I wish I knew If I should awaken you Or if it is I who is asleep, Some of both is stirring deep. So open the doors of … Read more