Abandonment: The Dream I was in my shop located behind the stadium. There was a competitive sports event starting and at the same time a construction and remodeling of the facilities. A temporary fence blocked off the fans and the stadium itself. My shop was in the area of the construction. I was in my … Read more
Why do the unevolved rage at the evolved? Why do the insane rage at the sane? Why do the insane rage among themselves? Why do the insane rage? Perhaps they intuitively know it all to be incoherent? That sanity is just something borrowed to hold on to coherence? All of this feels like something I … Read more
The dream of hope is lost In the self’s desire Going into the emptiness of the future There is nothing there for me Nor for all that dies. To think we are of concern in destiny Is a distortion of nature Easily filled with fantasy And the vulnerability of irrational lies. There was once a … Read more
It would seem that if you really believed and respected God that you would want to learn everything possible about “God’s work” and the life it creates. But no, all that is required is that you “believe” without any questioning. No qualifications, no requirements, no intellectual curiosity. All you have to do is listen to … Read more
“Remember where you are, forget where you’re not.” David Jackson Sinking in the Sea of Desires Round and round we go In the random motions of desire What can be said when your dead? Where do the beginning’s end? In manifestation failures? So what is life for? Desires? And where is meaning? What of anger, … Read more
“The dream is the source of creativity.” David Jackson What I see is. . .the idea of the enlightenment is accepted, but the understanding of its posture of being isn’t. The revelation for our time is the neural matrix. In its relationship to an open mind it is the posture of that openness that is … Read more
The final chapter. I don’t expect that I will be here in one year. So, this is to say goodbye to April. It has been a significant and meaningful struggle. I have still to learn acceptance, more so to embrace Life as it is, rather than what? What I want? What it is? What is … Read more
“Love your enemies for they can bring you enlightenment and entertainment.” David Jackson Why do you vilify those who contradict your space? Why not accept or consider what they say, think and do? You seem to focus not on who they are, but on what you think they should be, believe and support. Then you … Read more
Once upon a time: Someone thought they should write down and record what they witnessed—rather than just what they were told. This opened the door to others who also said, “Yes, I saw that too.” Now, two people witness the same thing. Each time another, and then another witnessed and wrote it down. The awareness … Read more
The Dark Trail of Meaning Wandering around in my mind Dissociated in the darkness of thinking’s kind Questions arise. Why do we fill emptiness with belief? When it causes nothing but grief? To the soul’s searching in the mysteries of life? Instead of seeking knowledge and meaning In the search of becoming With new visions … Read more