I am under restriction to stay in my apartment for two or three more days, or until I get the results of my covid test. I’m not too concerned, as I am feeling better. I’ve been on antibiotics to treat pneumonia and am breathing easier—I have another five days of antibiotics. For now I’m just … Read more
Phew! It’s over. One of the most chaotic episodes of Christmas I can ever remember trying to avoid. I did ok, but the next phase of life in everyone’s world is going to be crucial for the survival of humanity on planet Earth. I am now officially on my way out. I will seek to … Read more
I had a vision: all the West was being nailed to the cross of belief. I watched a CNN documentary on the history of Israel. I haven’t assimilated it fully, but there is something about King Herod—the king of the Jews—and Jerusalem, around 47 B.C. The character and psychotic personality of King Herod matches that … Read more
I continue to be appalled by the behavior and primitive mentality, brutality, cruelty, and murderous insensitivity of the Afghan-war- lord-tribal-religion-based social structure—especially their hostility towards anyone not like themselves. Thinking about this without visualizing their murderous images is difficult. In particular, I struggle with the dehumanization and disenfranchisement of women and girls—based upon the (supposed) … Read more
Watching Lucy Worsley’s Royal Myths and Secrets on PBS—the actuality of the life and secrets of the British monarchy, as well as others throughout Europe from the 1500s to the present—stirs my curiosity. I am wanting to pay close attention to that which is in the organic character in the biography of the social order, … Read more
This is probably the last of my journals. I’m feeling active, but overwhelmed with the struggle in both the physical and intellectual realms. I continue to feel that I am seeing the true character of life vs the human interpretation of what life is, especially the need to be at the center of it all. … Read more
Rather interesting, my early morning dream state. I dreamt that I was the lead competitor in a professional golf tournament. It morphed into President Joe Biden leading in the final 9 holes. It was a close score, but Joe was the winner! His win represented a change in world focus. Going from the angry judgment … Read more
I’m wondering about the realization of joining the public parade. It is interesting from the global perspective, but alarming if you are on that boat as dysfunction creates chaos and collapse. I have an image of watching as the ship sinks. An interesting awareness about the story of Afghanistan from their perspective, and the history … Read more
I can’t see What lives within me; I don’t know what is in Life That surrounds me; Am I free knowing none of this, In a delusion of individuality, Including the deadly side Of Life’s biology?
Got the Revolution! ‘Brave New World’ by George Orwell. I realize what I’ve written here is in line with that product, only mine is to be called ‘Brave, New, Rational World‘ by David and others. The purpose of challenging the outcomes of the three previous state audits in Arizona, from the 2020 presidential election, was … Read more