It begins in another wandering. If awareness is mindfulness, what does it mean to organize? Mostly to observe, but without evolution and experience there is no identity, no identification. So must it all start with touching something for the first time? They touch each other again and again until “they” become known. Then “they” touch … Read more
“Love is not a toy in a box.” What we are unaware of. . . doesn’t exist, for us. What we are aware of, exists because of awareness. Fantasy is a kind of unfulfilled existence. We are spirit because of our awareness. We are not spirit. We exist because of matter and spirit. “Spirit” doesn’t … Read more
One thing that I can say is that I can look at human animals just like other animals. I don’t mean to be facetious, but I believe this to be an asset, a capacity in awareness as a psychological posture of detachment. I don’t think that I did this consciously, nor did I participate in … Read more
Boom! Boom! So what’s to celebrate? When I look at us humans, feeding and breeding, I don’t see a victory for rational living, as I said before. But I ask the question: “What did you expect?” and “What do you expect now?” There’s something of a realization of the value of belief, in compensating for … Read more
I’m feeling very much that I am not keeping up. At the same time I am knowing more of the reality of human existence as an expression of a creative distortion, a monstrous failure in a rational potential. And yet the paradox of incapacity permeates the generality of the abilities of the species. Those who … Read more
“Life, one is the dinner; the other is the meal.” DLJ Feeling dissociated, isolated in a life sense. Like the owl eating the petral, both are not reflecting, but simply doing. One, whose head and neck is being chomped in death with the few seconds of nothing arriving in the dying, the other relaxed and … Read more
“Intelligence is like salt, it’s all about what you use it for?” David L. Jackson “I don’t have a brain. I don’t have an education. I don’t have a job. All I got is a vagina. I don’t want a baby.” Still wondering about the emotions generated by the image of destroying a fertlized human … Read more
Alone Dreaming I was just finishing up after a public rally. It was all over and I had come back to the office headquarters to check in. A middle aged man with a friendly face sat behind a desk. He greeted me warmly looking into my face. I felt part of the victory and appreciated … Read more
I feel crude, dumb, not so bright, not so pure, not so refined in an embryonic spiritual manifestation. Like an idea unfulfilled, as it should be, for an animal incomplete in its becoming. I also see something in being open to the reality of ‘not yet able‘ to express that which is envisioned. The reality … Read more
Gettin’ it on. I am reaching for some understanding regarding human behavior in these times we are living in. For the moment I am finding little. It has to do with accepting oneself and others, and in that acceptance understanding there is nothing to fix or change, for there is nothing that is changeable. It … Read more