I watched an episode of “Bachelor in Paradise”; a program framed around early matured males and females looking for love. The theme is typical . . . “Boy meets Girl”. I would call it the classic framework of the first stage of “Let’s get married”. What blew me away was one of the meetings of … Read more
Alpha waves are at the center of your brainwave spectrum, between 8-12 Hz. When your brain is operating at the alpha frequency, you’re able to absorb new information with ease and you’re significantly more creative. There is validation of the self when being present in alpha. Alpha is a place we can embrace in an … Read more
How does meaning get so lost In the singularity of self? How do we reach that which is out of reach? Why and how does sense get so lost In the delusions of Self, And in the ego’s walking without sight? Will it not fall into the Black Hole of it’s own doing? Don’t we … Read more
Fareed Zakaria did an hour-long interview with Billy Joel back in May of this year. The focus was on his creative technique of song writing through connecting to his inner voice. (exactly what we were talking about in our creative writing group) “There’s an element of alchemy in making music, almost a sorcery of magic that … Read more
Dorette passed away gracefully in her sleep early yesterday morning. I don’t seem to feel any sadness, but more so, a kind of emptiness in that we humans come and go. Her death seems to have removed that sense of endless living we humans, and other animals, carry while alive. I don’t feel loss, but … Read more
Another phase on the trail towards death—two more pieces of paper. As I watch from my ‘secure box of living‘ I see a pause in action—writing while the present continues to reveal itself lost. The Soul gravitates down to the basics of oneself. I take hold of it and know there is more to come. … Read more
Deep rising. I’m feeling like my consciousness is coming apart. The coherence of reality doesn’t exist—the dreams that have inadequately filled the emptiness are dissolving in a reality of incoherence . . . POTUS has stated that if you test for covid, the number of deaths will rise, but if you don’t test, then they … Read more
Some things from the sacred night: “Alpha male narcissism is knowing what is right regardless of knowledge.” “Alpha male is absent of empathy which equals cruelty.” “You can watch his pursed lips when he is being defensive and aggressive. This is when he is pumping cortisol and testosterone in his neural system.” “For this archetype, … Read more
My miniscule molecule of one human brain that can know of 8 billion others is very provocative. It reaches into the quantum of all— in a grand and infinite relationship—so that if I know something of the principles of a phenomenon, I might just be conscious of what “It” is. In other words I can … Read more
Another journey and continuing on with another journal. I suppose this journaling is all I’ve got at this point in my dying. Not that it matters to those who haven’t discovered the path, but for those of us who have these journals are a mini-record of thoughts and new images of just one individual’s journey … Read more